[ He sits up again, whips around to face Dave completely and grits his teeth. ] What else do you want me to talk about, Dave? I waited for you, every night. When I called, strangers answered the phone and said you were sleeping, and told me not to call. The only time you ever called, was to tell me you wouldn't be home, and you were going to go stay with someone else instead. I never said anything because, I wanted to believe that you would realize, how awful it was on your own, and maybe that you would stop, and I could forget about it, because you knew and you were doing it for us and not just, because I told you to. And why I never went with you? You never asked, and I'm probably, beyond bad for your image, and a weak point, so I waited. And thought that maybe, if, I treat him how he treats me, he'll see it and realize it, but no.
[ He clenches his fingers in the sheets. ] You don't get to go off and ignore my calls, and, not talk to me, and then come back and expect everything to be okay. Because, it's not. And it's not fair that I have to do all of these things on your terms.
[ He can't remember the last time he's lost his temper, since when does he have one. His voice breaks, his breathing is ragged. he swallows hard and he's thankful that humans can't see in the dark because he's not a god damn wiggler and doesn't need to get any more flack for crying. When he starts again, it's watery and wavering. ] And maybe, I should have said something but I just kept thinking, I don't know what I'll do, if he's done.
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[ He sits up again, whips around to face Dave completely and grits his teeth. ] What else do you want me to talk about, Dave? I waited for you, every night. When I called, strangers answered the phone and said you were sleeping, and told me not to call. The only time you ever called, was to tell me you wouldn't be home, and you were going to go stay with someone else instead. I never said anything because, I wanted to believe that you would realize, how awful it was on your own, and maybe that you would stop, and I could forget about it, because you knew and you were doing it for us and not just, because I told you to. And why I never went with you? You never asked, and I'm probably, beyond bad for your image, and a weak point, so I waited. And thought that maybe, if, I treat him how he treats me, he'll see it and realize it, but no.
[ He clenches his fingers in the sheets. ] You don't get to go off and ignore my calls, and, not talk to me, and then come back and expect everything to be okay. Because, it's not. And it's not fair that I have to do all of these things on your terms.
[ He can't remember the last time he's lost his temper, since when does he have one. His voice breaks, his breathing is ragged. he swallows hard and he's thankful that humans can't see in the dark because he's not a god damn wiggler and doesn't need to get any more flack for crying. When he starts again, it's watery and wavering. ] And maybe, I should have said something but I just kept thinking, I don't know what I'll do, if he's done.
Is that what you want?